I am not the type to wear boubou gowns to school. I am not the type to not spend time laying my edges carefully until the last baby hair falls in place with the wax. I am the type to wear something I'm very comfortable in while maintaining the facade of effortless elegance and sophistication. I am the type of girl you rarely see in movies or read in your romance books. I'm trying so hard to explain, but let's just say, I was Billie Eilish's muse for "Bad Guy". My beauty is one you can't grasp in a hurry. You have to settle down and understand how my cheekbone structures go way down to my jawline. It's something you can carelessly call 'mid' if you don't look closely enough. I know I don't have identical dimples on both cheeks, and my twin eyebags don't exactly make you term me effortlessly beautiful. I still love my features though; I love the sharpness of my eyes and how thick my eyebrows are. I love my cupid bow lips much more ...